Grumble

學會成長 沒有人會像父母般縱容你
學會體諒 並不是只有你一人有脾氣
學會著想 地球並不是繞著你轉

世界是很現實的 
不是你流兩滴眼淚 
每個人就要遷就你

不是你耍性子發脾氣
每個人都要讓著你
在別人眼裡這只是白痴的舉動

在家人面前我當然做很自然的自己 但有一樣東西在外人朋友前 我自動消失就是任性發真的脾氣 因為在思維中任性發脾氣是件很錯的事  

我想在 2013 年我哭得最慘的是那件感情事 第二就是這個了

他一巴打過來 被一個小自己的人掌是件自尊心受傷的事 我真的感覺到什麽叫心碎

我在房裡哭到自己領悟到 [ 心碎 ] 這個詞的感覺是怎樣  *IM FINE .

2013 年要結束了 我不會說 Be good to me 這些不知實際的話 

當你知道日子還是順其自然的來 那麼這些話都是廢的 除非你真心向老天爺祈禱什麽的

如果問我今年有什麽不完美不開心難忘什麽的事 - 回憶 ... HMM  

我很清楚知道 不可以掂愛情 因為沒愛  - 第一

我很清楚真正的友誼是怎樣 - 第二

我很清楚知道我真的是一個很有夢想理想的人 - 第三 

2014 年要開始了 我迷茫得很 

我沒有預知能力 夢見到的到時才知道 

說老實話 我怕 應該正常吧 .. 據印象中每次開學我的怕 因為新了嘛 加上現在長大了 FORM 3 了 是非多多多 自己 FORM 1 時得罪過人 真的不生性 再加上早上班 摸不透 PMR 更摸不透

第一次年尾這個時候沒有補習誒 我不懂我會怎樣 ==

時隔五年 補回超級 怕老師 

對 2013 年 剩餘的日子 - 繼續頹廢 吃喝睡玩 等斬刑時刻

對 2014 年 旺盛的日子 - 怕 怕 怕 怕 怕   

 

December

It's December ! I think in December of this year is I ever had a pretty good year. I don't understand why this December 2013 always buying or spending money  but  I don't care because this is weird and it make me happy so why I stop it and no reason say NO :P

Now , is 4th Dec . Since 1st of Dec Sunday , we shopping together and surely got a happiness family day belong us . We bought many things and dad allowed to buy no any grumble HAHA ! It's best of the world to me . I want thanks GOD again because of  luckily encountered BABY-G . A watch shop has selling Casio Baby-G and I stopped my mum at once told her what I wish buy . She was a kindly mother at that moment HAHA :* 

Have saw white dog ? It's my baby dog :3  It like that real dog and it has six-pack HAHA

Now I expect Christmas . Since last year I started expect every Christmas . I guess is influenced by internet world because many people like Christmas this festival and get celebration but I'm not the person who celebrate just stay in home . I wish I'm LUCKY can countdown and celebrate Christmas on eve - with two lovely girls MY BFF . We all dress up #no should say wear up dress . *overstate :P 

Actually Christmas represent it's time to trip GO TO HAT YAI .

3:00 a.m. wake up from bed  and 4:00 a.m. take travel bus , long time no feel like that - that feel what I can't describe . Honestly I'm a weird person as I love sit especially in car therefore I don't willing to get down . Just can use EXPECTATION describe .    

A movie of warm blood 

SPECIAL LIKE THESE CHARACTERS - ELSA & OLAF 

- THANKFUL 

09112013

三姑生日 家裡住了好多菜 差不多整個鄭家來她家 

我穿我的睡衣去吃飯 就貪方便  # 睡衣也不是真正的那種睡衣啦 就至少它們是 P&CO & HUSH PUPPIES  

我完全沒想到會有外人 才那麼隨性 

結果我從樓上下來 到梯級的時候 有一個20歲+的哥哥看著我 對我微笑 我們對望了幾秒 HMM 我好像有對他微笑回 然後我小跌 沒注意樓梯 我立刻跑去媽咪那裡 /.\

我看過他 他是婷婷姐姐的男朋友 .

在吃飯的時候 我們鬧出很多笑話出來 哈哈哈 白癡啊

然後我們跑上樓了 下面悶得很 八點半電影又沒有 慢慢的全部小的都上樓看戲

  每次聚在一起不管在哪裡都會提起 鬼戲 所以我們就決定看 Chucky 

Salad Wise 蘋果酒 就這樣一邊吃一邊喝 :*

Chucky 太殘忍了啦 因為Charles恨和有點精神病 不喜歡美滿家庭 就殺死人家 :S

我不是抱著黃惠儀就是躲在鄭維康的背後  SCARE 

看完戲 就散 band 了 已經十一點半了 

回到家不敢熟睡 不懂應該說時間慢還是快 

凌晨3點多 跑出跟弟弟睡 他竟然沒打我走 哈哈哈 繼續安心的睡 

END -

迷茫 迷茫 還是迷茫 哼 可笑啊

現在的狀況 - 想讀書欠推力 想買BABYG卻開口不了 眼看那些衣服卻不可買 

                 

好想大哭出來 我很垃圾 一點勇氣都沒有 

我想要的那個未來 一就做得很好 二就不做一輩子遺憾死

看很多關於自己的 我是有天分做藝術的嗎 ? 

人說 個性定未來 

我不懂做莫從小到大會有這麼過度的想法 .......

何時開始　
多多一次看你我如何演
多多一部續集用來如願　
命運或能完全改變
然而現況　是各自各一邊
但願有天　會真的跟你結識暗戀熱戀多一遍
期盼來到這天　遺憾橋段可變

LAST TIME OF MOOD

08112013 - My FORM 2 school life was officially completed , NO , should use ' END ' to describe

I'm kinda sadness because of many causes . For example , start for facing what the fuck PMRSM i don't know what name & face the more gossips . But this is fact , I can't change unless I get super power . Let's do a record of the end :3  Firstly , about school . HMM ... Can I complain the toilets ? I think no need for explain what happened you knew already . Secondly , about teachers . I'll miss all the good teachers for me . I afraid teachers of sesi pagi want me must do homework and next day hand in ==  OKAY LASTLY IS about FRIENDS . ♥

To all my friends in this school ,

I think everybody got some mistakes because we are humans even GOD make mistakes so it's okay. Just look at a person feeling and principle. I don't know what I made mistakes. Sometimes I feel get a little wayward by myself . I think cause is want catch attention . I afraid of nobody care me . I managing myself this way as I look at other people . Those what I hate , what I don't to do . Yes , I wish be the best person facing friends but I AM NOT. I can be yours good listener but I don't know how give comments because I don't know those comments are the answers you want ? Honestly , I'm glad and grateful to meet you same as ' NICE TO MEET YOU '  We got memorable memories . ♥ 

Now , I understood I'm reluctant to get along with the elite friend because we are no any topic and my language with indecent words so unsuited . I think I can't change my habit in language with indecent words .



Episode :3

I adore Miley Cyrus this new album ' Bangerz ' especially her cover photo . RED LIPS
I prefer short hair for you , it's cool at the same time you're gorgeous .
No just her cover photo and red lips , I like her all songs in this album too . MUSICALLY 
I never love a singer all songs in album , she certainly is a good amazing voice , MILEY CYRUS
I particularly like sorta bad people at the same time is a good talent .

Opsssssssssssss RINGA LINGA !!

He is my first member of love in BIGBANG . TAEYANG 
Hip-hop style, there will be combined rap rhythm and stylish melodies .
I love his song suddenly turn into 2:26 that part . AMAZING 
First time I will repeat and repeat listening K-POP song and it's HIP-HOP style . WON & confirm successful catch attention . 

END -