2013 Christmas

It's 2013 Christmas and that represent 2014 new year is coming soon. If you ask me ever celebrate as buy present , I had once. Dad bought dress for me and bought other they like when childhood. The childhood days was happiness. But now no celebrate no present , Christmas Eve Christmas Day just normal days no any surprise. Originally this year get a little different as countdown with my cuties but at last canceled. Honestly I'm little disappointment but let it go I can keep to lazy no more days already. HAHA :P 

I realized deeply ' Don't expect at anytime Just disappointment it ' *NOT BECAUSE OF CHRISTMAS EVE. I get experience. Everytime I tell my friends what'll happen what I'll get after that IT will disappear and nothing. SO WHAT THE HELL ABOUT ME!? 

LET IT GO LET IT GO , TURN MY BACK AND SLAM THE DOOR

26th Dec I think I'll hard to fall asleep. So in fact 3 days 2 nights for me is short seem 1 day. 

MERRY CHRISTMAS SANTA.

Grumble

學會成長 沒有人會像父母般縱容你
學會體諒 並不是只有你一人有脾氣
學會著想 地球並不是繞著你轉

世界是很現實的 
不是你流兩滴眼淚 
每個人就要遷就你

不是你耍性子發脾氣
每個人都要讓著你
在別人眼裡這只是白痴的舉動

在家人面前我當然做很自然的自己 但有一樣東西在外人朋友前 我自動消失就是任性發真的脾氣 因為在思維中任性發脾氣是件很錯的事  

我想在 2013 年我哭得最慘的是那件感情事 第二就是這個了

他一巴打過來 被一個小自己的人掌是件自尊心受傷的事 我真的感覺到什麽叫心碎

我在房裡哭到自己領悟到 [ 心碎 ] 這個詞的感覺是怎樣  *IM FINE .

2013 年要結束了 我不會說 Be good to me 這些不知實際的話 

當你知道日子還是順其自然的來 那麼這些話都是廢的 除非你真心向老天爺祈禱什麽的

如果問我今年有什麽不完美不開心難忘什麽的事 - 回憶 ... HMM  

我很清楚知道 不可以掂愛情 因為沒愛  - 第一

我很清楚真正的友誼是怎樣 - 第二

我很清楚知道我真的是一個很有夢想理想的人 - 第三 

2014 年要開始了 我迷茫得很 

我沒有預知能力 夢見到的到時才知道 

說老實話 我怕 應該正常吧 .. 據印象中每次開學我的怕 因為新了嘛 加上現在長大了 FORM 3 了 是非多多多 自己 FORM 1 時得罪過人 真的不生性 再加上早上班 摸不透 PMR 更摸不透

第一次年尾這個時候沒有補習誒 我不懂我會怎樣 ==

時隔五年 補回超級 怕老師 

對 2013 年 剩餘的日子 - 繼續頹廢 吃喝睡玩 等斬刑時刻

對 2014 年 旺盛的日子 - 怕 怕 怕 怕 怕   

 

December

It's December ! I think in December of this year is I ever had a pretty good year. I don't understand why this December 2013 always buying or spending money  but  I don't care because this is weird and it make me happy so why I stop it and no reason say NO :P

Now , is 4th Dec . Since 1st of Dec Sunday , we shopping together and surely got a happiness family day belong us . We bought many things and dad allowed to buy no any grumble HAHA ! It's best of the world to me . I want thanks GOD again because of  luckily encountered BABY-G . A watch shop has selling Casio Baby-G and I stopped my mum at once told her what I wish buy . She was a kindly mother at that moment HAHA :* 

Have saw white dog ? It's my baby dog :3  It like that real dog and it has six-pack HAHA

Now I expect Christmas . Since last year I started expect every Christmas . I guess is influenced by internet world because many people like Christmas this festival and get celebration but I'm not the person who celebrate just stay in home . I wish I'm LUCKY can countdown and celebrate Christmas on eve - with two lovely girls MY BFF . We all dress up #no should say wear up dress . *overstate :P 

Actually Christmas represent it's time to trip GO TO HAT YAI .

3:00 a.m. wake up from bed  and 4:00 a.m. take travel bus , long time no feel like that - that feel what I can't describe . Honestly I'm a weird person as I love sit especially in car therefore I don't willing to get down . Just can use EXPECTATION describe .    

A movie of warm blood 

SPECIAL LIKE THESE CHARACTERS - ELSA & OLAF 

- THANKFUL